Today I thought about how I have relapses.
One second I'm strong, one second I'm not.
Today I thought about life.
I'm not ready to give it up. There's too much here for me.
Today I thought about how much I miss you.
Is it okay with you if I relapse a bit?
Because you were, and always will be the best. The strongest, the smartest, the bravest, and the most clever.
Clever because you somehow got past the good part and skipped to the bad.
It really bothered me that you wouldn't kiss me.
You said it was wrong.
But what about everything else? Are you telling me that was a step up?
To me, that was so much worse.
Today I woke up to a world that I'm succeeding in.
It was a really great feeling to be on top.
Today I thought long and hard about what I wanted.
I want a new beginning. I don't want another relapse.
But I do want you.
[Maybe it's because I'm coming clean.]








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Be Proud of the Skin God Put You In.
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The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle. (Anais Nin)
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Yeah, yeah... that's nice. Now, if you could just point me to your hot vampire guys, I'd really appreciate that. Thanks.
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