Last Poem About Dying by MisinterpretingAnn, literature
Literature
Last Poem About Dying
you can build bridges from the ash of the bridge that used to be there
it will be hard, and it will be dangerous, but at least the person on the other side will know you're trying
and sometimes, they will be building to you, and you have to let them.
you have to help them.
because not all bridges are in disrepair.
not all people will try to burn you back.
and if the embers where your bridges once stood are still burning brightly
as the day you coaxed it into a flame
jump in
that way when you are writing your Last Poem About Dying
the boy down the street will know that you never meant to hurt him
and that life is a heart-breaking
i don't know the sounds of this old house
yet
and i don't know what time the people here
wake
or the way they like their eggs
or if they can sleep without a half glass of milk
i don't know what the temperature is set to or if it
changes
and i don't know if i'll be able to sleep without your breath
in the sheets
or if i'll be able to forget you pinching my chin
or holding my hand
i don't know if i'll be able to write without you
and i don't know if i'll be able to sing our favorite songs
i don't know if i'll be able without you at all
a letter to my best friend by MisinterpretingAnn, literature
Literature
a letter to my best friend
Do you remember when we were 16 and the only thing we cared about was driving and God and puck rock?
And you drove to my house in the middle of the night because you wanted to save me. And you did. You did.
(I called yesterday. You were busy. I understood.)
Remember the time we parked my moms car on a back road and lay in the dirt looking at stars and talking about college and who we were gonna be when we grew up.
Then when we were 17 and your girlfriend seemed so nice but she really wasn't, and I knew but I put up with it because that's what best friends do.
(I still have all my shirts that match yours and the letters you wrote to me.)
I am holding
Saving a place for someone you thought I could be
But I wasn't
Holding on
For the chance that I fell just short of
Just as always
I am holding
on to one hope that could get me out of this
waiting for grace
Falling short again
You are holding me
i cannot take any more of this cold or heat
dont let go
there are monsters. by MisinterpretingAnn, literature
Literature
there are monsters.
there are monsters, you know.
nimble, disruptive, porcelain skinned monsters.
they are lingering among us,
a fluttering, unceasing corruption in sheep's clothing.
they sway to the music of sin.
they dance to the howl of delirium.
there are monsters, you know.
their humanness is an ever- expanding firestorm.
society hardened them.
mistakes tormented them.
their angst gave way quickly to pride.
they stopped fighting.
there are monsters, you know.
but in the midst of them, a few remain conscious.
they are aching, disgusted, and waiting.
they know the truth.
they watched the fall of innocence.
solace brings them comfort, for the
[I was only eleven.]
Center of the social circle, young, blonde, and innocent.
It was before.
Before the experiments, before the isolation, before the loss of faith.
I believed in people, I remember.
I only saw the good.
[I was only eleven.]
The veil was torn off my childhood and taken somewhere far away.
Maybe it was Kansas.
The doubt manifested in the form of guilt.
I couldn't sleep alone in my room anymore, I couldn't look in the mirror.
I was afraid.
[I was only eleven.]
It's been years and years and days since I gave up on trying to forget.
At least the vividness has strayed.
Knowledge became my vice, and I found out the i
Last Poem About Dying by MisinterpretingAnn, literature
Literature
Last Poem About Dying
you can build bridges from the ash of the bridge that used to be there
it will be hard, and it will be dangerous, but at least the person on the other side will know you're trying
and sometimes, they will be building to you, and you have to let them.
you have to help them.
because not all bridges are in disrepair.
not all people will try to burn you back.
and if the embers where your bridges once stood are still burning brightly
as the day you coaxed it into a flame
jump in
that way when you are writing your Last Poem About Dying
the boy down the street will know that you never meant to hurt him
and that life is a heart-breaking
i don't know the sounds of this old house
yet
and i don't know what time the people here
wake
or the way they like their eggs
or if they can sleep without a half glass of milk
i don't know what the temperature is set to or if it
changes
and i don't know if i'll be able to sleep without your breath
in the sheets
or if i'll be able to forget you pinching my chin
or holding my hand
i don't know if i'll be able to write without you
and i don't know if i'll be able to sing our favorite songs
i don't know if i'll be able without you at all
a letter to my best friend by MisinterpretingAnn, literature
Literature
a letter to my best friend
Do you remember when we were 16 and the only thing we cared about was driving and God and puck rock?
And you drove to my house in the middle of the night because you wanted to save me. And you did. You did.
(I called yesterday. You were busy. I understood.)
Remember the time we parked my moms car on a back road and lay in the dirt looking at stars and talking about college and who we were gonna be when we grew up.
Then when we were 17 and your girlfriend seemed so nice but she really wasn't, and I knew but I put up with it because that's what best friends do.
(I still have all my shirts that match yours and the letters you wrote to me.)
I am holding
Saving a place for someone you thought I could be
But I wasn't
Holding on
For the chance that I fell just short of
Just as always
I am holding
on to one hope that could get me out of this
waiting for grace
Falling short again
You are holding me
i cannot take any more of this cold or heat
dont let go
there are monsters. by MisinterpretingAnn, literature
Literature
there are monsters.
there are monsters, you know.
nimble, disruptive, porcelain skinned monsters.
they are lingering among us,
a fluttering, unceasing corruption in sheep's clothing.
they sway to the music of sin.
they dance to the howl of delirium.
there are monsters, you know.
their humanness is an ever- expanding firestorm.
society hardened them.
mistakes tormented them.
their angst gave way quickly to pride.
they stopped fighting.
there are monsters, you know.
but in the midst of them, a few remain conscious.
they are aching, disgusted, and waiting.
they know the truth.
they watched the fall of innocence.
solace brings them comfort, for the
[I was only eleven.]
Center of the social circle, young, blonde, and innocent.
It was before.
Before the experiments, before the isolation, before the loss of faith.
I believed in people, I remember.
I only saw the good.
[I was only eleven.]
The veil was torn off my childhood and taken somewhere far away.
Maybe it was Kansas.
The doubt manifested in the form of guilt.
I couldn't sleep alone in my room anymore, I couldn't look in the mirror.
I was afraid.
[I was only eleven.]
It's been years and years and days since I gave up on trying to forget.
At least the vividness has strayed.
Knowledge became my vice, and I found out the i
i am a two story disaster
and i am burning down.
for the first time feeling.
for the first time living.
i am a two story disaster
and i am burning down.
they will gather to watch
as my walls are consumed.
i am a two story disaster
and i am burning down.
they will think they're lucky
because they don't understand.
i am a two story disaster
and i am burning down.
for the first time breathing.
for the first time letting go.
Of shards of glass he makes his teeth
And shadows are his skin
His rumor keeps me hiding under sheets
Waiting for the sunrise to begin
All day he waits in closets and drawers
To feed upon the unruly
Little children who haven't done their chores
And boys who treat girls cruelly
When those children fall fast asleep,
He breathes into their ears
There will be no more counted sheep
Only nightmares
If you awake while he's over your bed
You will see his golden eyes
Then he'll eat you up starting at the head
Despite your pleading cries
This monster, yes, he has a weakness
One thing that will leave him stricken
Sing with your whole h
I'll Never Write Again by MisinterpretingAnn, literature
Literature
I'll Never Write Again
i know how to write hate.
burning, consuming, fire hate.
the familiarity of hitting the floor
or a brick wall.
i know how to write despair.
sinking, building, stagnant despair.
remembering the past and
making the same mistake again.
i know how to write melancholy.
bittersweet, tasteless, unending melancholy.
drinking a glass of lukewarm water,
or the salty seawater.
what i do not know is how to write love.
elusive, subtle, disappearing love.
if it be the last cascading feeling i'll know,
i'll never write again.
i told the Doorman not to hold me back
but he did it anyway.
the hall i walked was painted black,
on the coldest january day.
i was inside, not yet to the door
with still no end in sight.
i walked all day and then some more;
slept on the floor each night.
days had passed, and with them years;
the Doorman drawing nearer,
some months spent joyful, some in tears,
the grayed outline becoming clear
when He met me in the hall
i was faced with shock and terror
for he was winged, strong and tall
a figure that bore no error
the Doorman grinned in sweet dismay
for end had come to my reservation.
i hoped so desperately he'd lead the wa